about plan and planning..
Hi people, what are you going to do today? tomorrow? next week? or maybe next year? do you u guys always have a plan?
Let’s talk about mine. Do u believe if i say that i am a big planner? I guess no. I looked more spontanious than well-planned, right? hehe. Honestly i was (or i am?). When i was in elementary school i already planned what school would be my junior high, high, and university. I planned them with my friend. Time walked and those plan wasn’t going perfect. I enrolled 19 junior highschool as my planned. But i didn’t go to 8 Highschool, i didn’t think about how far it is from my house when i was a kid so i enroll my beautiful 70 Highschool (and now i think 70 is so much better, agree? :p). Keep going, I don’t become a doctor like my planned before, it because i can’t deal with biology :p. And ssst, i’m going to tell you one of my secret: I was planning about: had a big party for my 21st birthday which that day would also be my engagement day. haha So princess thingy and (unfortunately) didn’t happen.
Now, honestly i still want to be a big planner, i love when everything seems tidy and well-groomed. But you know, i get dissapointed easily. Lately, my plans are not going well. and i crestfallen. I realize that I am a big planner but not a good one. I only have a plan A, not with plan B, C, or D. If my plan hasn’t work, I change my plan to: lillahi ta’ala, hehe. I mean : no plan at all, just let everything happen like it should. But, I keep this now: I won’t start if I don’t know where the finish line is.
Btw my currently plan is: learn english and take a toefl test or some kind like that. I feel mess with my english, it’s really cheesy, especially for the grammar. Give up! (just look my writing, i know you laugh when you read, or sometimes you don’t understand 
). Since to get a job, capability of english language is like more important than your IQ (haha), i think i desperately need to improve my english. I hope the plan works 
Random tought: You will not always have “yes” from other people. They’re same with you: have their own opinion, thoughts, desire…
Okay people, thank’s for reading, i hope all your plans work!
Best of luck!
