When I was in love with a guy who everybody said “please nind, find another guy“, she’s the only one who said “go ahead, he might be yours“. Then after some time trying and stuff still unhappened, she didn’t say anything anymore, which i took that as “stop” time.

When I was crazy over a guy, who seemed so unreachable, she said “better die trying“.

She is the wisest friend of mine. I was like, I tell her almost every pieces of my troubles and she’s always there (but lately she’s too busy , yaeyalah ). I feel like, she can read my mind, and other guys’. I often listen to her like she can read my future *lebay*. She also reminds me about the power of Almighty Allah. Prays and things. What a perfect friend.

She is a nice, independent, strong, and silly person. I love her so much. She’s getting married tomorrow. I am so nervous. Look like I have a bestfriend complex. . . . .*sigh*

I know she’s been dreaming this so long and I am so-much-really-and-over glad that finally she finds the one. Finally the time is tomorrow. I wish the best for her

And i still hope, things between us will not change. Bang Indraaaa i still want to curhat2 to maymayyyyy pleaseeeeee!!

I love you mimi, maymay, whatever. Thank you for being my best friend. Teary eyes :”

See you today, I’ll be there for one of your happiest day. Good luck! mwah! amm!

devil and  angel :p

black and white. mask. dress. make up. make over. hair do. sleep over. food. drink. cold. laugh. gossip. chat. love. friends. bad words. pictures. present. rooftop. city lights. music. heels. happiness.

Merry christmas to those who celebrate!! uuppss late greeting :p kisses!

Maybe my circumstance already knew about things that I should “paid” before the show. Rehearsal a lot. 4 days in a week. can be 5 hours in a day. Practiced like crazy. Even the man that I used to give news about my routines, almost always fell asleep before I went home. Fortunately, there was another man who waited until I went home safe. Thanks dit! And that man said (he should be ur driver rather than ur friend, oh man.. u were jealous, ait? :p ) ok back to the topic. And also.. I got pain all over my body. My neck, my back, my leg, bruises everywhere, got sorethroat and fever (fortunately was dopped by bunch of vitamins), et cetera. And need to mention also, some money. Shoes, costume, food, hair do, transportation, so on and so on.

Here are some pictures, behind the scene..

bruises you see above are only the samples. I had more, really.

Did you wonder  about my hair? This is what I did a day before: Cornrow. Uncomfortable as hell zz

but I admit I was way cooler, wasn’t I?

When you do what you love, you will never regret.

I want more. I will not stop dancing. Dear future boyfriend who may be my husband, please allow me to dance, always. Simply because I love it. I love dancing. I love dance.

Alhamdulillah

Thank you Kak Echie (one of the owner of udw)

Thank you my favourite coach! Kak onat

Thank you UDW

So proud and glad to be a part of UDW

And thank you uda ari for the body shop!

Thanks a lot dearieeee, happy birthday to your ibu! :* :*

2 days in Tidung. with great friends. Eventhough only spent 2 days, i love this trip better than the first (Tidung) one, bcs i love these friends better )))

Great friends and sea never ever fail me

Ten of us. Cabe – Jessica – Rachel – Rita – Ndut – Nindia – Dimas – Rizka – Dipo – Kojo

life is about having fun!

Good bye and Thank youuuuuu

Thank you Aksel family. Thank you all :*

ps: Alhamdulillah for the gorgeous week Ya Allah. I feel content

Met big family, sungkeman, Ied pray, nasi gandul. lovely

Dad was singing -_-

Went to Jogja for big family gathering. Visited Merapi for a while

Eid Mubarak, everyone!

G Pluck Beatles. I am not a fan of beatles, but they were entertaining

Neon trees!

aaah i couldn’t have better picture of cranberries they were awe. some!

The Cranberries: Free to decide

It’s not worth anything more than this at all
I live as I choose or I will not live at all

So return to where you’ve come from
Return to where you dwell
Because harassment’s not my forte
But you do it very well

I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide
And I’m not so suicidal after all
I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide
And I’m not so suicidal after all (at all, at all)

You must have nothing more with your mind to do
There’s a war in russia and sarejevo, too

So to hell with want you’re thinking
And to hell with your narrow mind
You’re so distracted from the real thing
You should leave your life behind (behind)
note to myself: 1 day is never enough!! c u next yeaarrr

And these are some photos when I played tornado. I screamed along the game. Look at my changed expression!

%^@$%#&

They said, they were amazed with my screamed.

Oh come on, that was so scary. I feel grateful i’m still alive now :p

Thank you friends